Destruction breeds creation
Bomb the fucking states
Bomb everything fucking thing in sight
Humans; filthy parasites harming their plant
Kill them all
Fuck them all without a care
The hammer of destruction slams
Billions die and none survive
This is the true salvation of this bitch
Vines shall grow
Tides will rise
And we’ll all die
Mother Earth will be reborn again
I’m thinking about making this as a song diary type thing, were I’ll at least one song a day or some kind of writing to improve and I’ll post here to remember since my my books are filled T_T lol
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I gotta get to work XD
o_o It’s just a thought…Will revise and work on it, just a first draft:
Consciousness in life fades little everyday
Traped in this enclourse no light hits the face
All the sins and all the thoughts sealed away
Unable to even stare at this dark cloudy sky
And unaware of the pain that we all hold so dear
Can’t even work up the effort to scream at you today
All these words go unheard in this white bottomless room
The blood and pain intertwine with one another
Sorrow is born into the heart of tomorrow
Question everything you see
Believe nothing you hear
Crawl around in the dark
Trying to find this life of yours
Born dead into this society in which we claim to be so high and mighty
The wound around your neck goes unheard even today
This rotting courpse on the floor wont be seen
Hello there sun.
Hello, let me welcome you to the depths of my mansion of depression, this will help me burn the existence of my only fucking dream of life. Either way I’m going to hell so fuck that shit
Broken hopes:
So out of mind
And so god damn numb
I can’t feel the warmth of your kiss here anymore
How can I tell you sweetly?
I can’t feel anything at all
My entire bodys numb
I just can’t stand this place
All the hopes and dream already gone
I just can’t feel alive in this place
This life is slowly taken from me
I will never be able to retrive
That one place that I could stand
My only foot hold in this hell of a house
Faces change everyday
In this one house of pain
So duck tape it well
And glue the pieces as best you can
These shards that portray me
How did it all end up like this?
What lit the fire beneath my feet
And how could I possible turn it out before it reaches me?
I just can’t be left here all alone
How can I possibly live here without you
These hopes of mine lie on the ground
I’m so bored that I decided to post on this once again, oh hi there :D if your reading this hi michelle XD!!
Any-hoe merry Christmas and new years to you all that read this, here’s some more crap that comes out of my head @_@.
First off, do you know those little stickers put on the back of their cars? I hope so cause this is what that’s about.
[“Happy Family”]
Oh hello there, Do you notice me always by your side?
Stuck in your made up family unable to move freely
With mommy, daddy, and little Johny
Made up of nothing but circles and lines
I can see everyone that’s behind you and in front of me
It’s a surprise I don’t fall,
It’s because of this thing called adhesive isn’t it?
Stuck on the back glass of your car I am not real…
I can not think nor speak,
I’m just an imagination in this kids head
So when you see my kind think what if we were real
How would we feel stuck here?
And this one’s very easy to figure out, if you can’t figure it out yourself then bleh, I just gave you the top when because it might have been harder xD
[Just like a “God”]
I am the thing that lets you live,
You may not notice me much but without me you’d be dead
I flow all around you;
Paper bags and pages in books dance as I please
I blow your hair back and let the surfers be
You can’t see me, and probably don’t think often of me,
But I am like a God, the thing that lets you breathe
So respect me
28 Days 6 Hrs 42 Mins 12 Secs
Every living creature on earth dies alone.
28 days remain and
The fate of the world lays all in your head
Will you portray your loneliness again?
Or will you die laughing hysterically in bed?
Let the rabbit guide you now
To your fortune future,
The one were you’re no longer alone in
The cellar door will you lead you to your bliss
This mangled body will lead you there;
The place where you will understand it all once and for all, all in your head
As the sky’s part ways, you can do it right this time
Fix this all, take back all those hours of pain and darkness
You are the living receiver here to save us all
So sacrifice yourself and breathe that sigh of relief once and for all,
As your world comes crashing down finally bringing back peace
I guess you were a hero…
If you saw this on my myspace I didn’t bother putting what its about, it’s about Donnie Darko of course. Still not done n all cause my imaginations like everywhere with this move for the past 3 years but I decided to finally wright something that came out right xD
FTW (Fuck This World)
My views and ideals might change
But I can never believe in you
How can you stand back and watch this all unroll
May I damn your name you never did a fucking thing to help us
You left us out in the blistering cold to fend on our own
And just look where we are now
Killing one another for nothing
Down sizing others in our own elusive thoughts
Creating ranks and statures depending on our wealth
And our made up ego’s in our minds
But still we continue by
Polluting the one thing that keeps us breathing
Destroying the fucking economy
Well lose it all
We all deserve to fucking die,
If we can’t figure this out in time
But in the end I guess I must say thank you
You’ve shown me that we’re all uselss in this place
Here’s to our own suicide as a race
And here’s to the worlds salvation in our place
That dosen’t change a thing though
So everyday I will raise my finger to the sky
And scream out at you
Dear God; FUCK YOURSELF
:P Fuck god(s) and fuck humans. Except Buddha and Gandhi they were cool men :]
Albert pike:
Joseph Campbell
Also going to be reading up on some Freud, well that’s what I’m going to try to read within this month also:
Dan Browns - The Lost Symbol
My brains gotten so much information It’s pretty fun to be able to decode actions and the world :] Yet at the same time very lonely and cruel, oh well from now on I’ll be separating myself a Chris for school and a Chris for home, as in terms I will have fun in school (except Phsychology were I will talk to my teacher about there works) but other wise I’ll be playful and fun, and the Chris at home will study >:3 also a outside Kriss were if I’m by myself I will think if I’m with friends I’ll have fun!
Might go crazy soon guys :]
